Life is full of joys and sorrows but all things are endurable when some one who loves me with me. I find strength and peace and love with her. I am glad that I know this and that I have learned that there is no need to worry because my hope is found in her, there is nothing I can't do with her. Apart from her I can do nothing but with her the possibilities are endless. It will all be fine..Thats my hope...........

The tsunami started when she began to to see things from apart, where I was not there. Earlier I wondered, thinking that can she think like that about me...I made myself believe that still she is with me..then I made an imaginary son, I have uploaded in orkut, but things didn't turn well.

I was not unhappy, when I lost more than lakh at share market, I took it as a business. But when she hated me I was stunned, next to nothing.....spent whole time at marine Drive, which gave me her, which gave me her love, passion, I became a guy of her imagination. Hey, who thrown the stone to my beautiful nest. Now it got scattered.....i don't know who did that........Time will tell..

Do i need to reveal this story to some one....I do not have any body near to me. As I am now far away from the marine drive......all fell apart..only calls and SMS....I rarely sit with friends.....I really scare to sit..except with some...how many, ver y few.....I think five peopole..Thats what ultimately Bangalore has provided me...three guys and two gals..........will they understand the pain of that guy...they will not ...because no one know about this......................every one thinks I am happy.....who listen the cry that is inside...let this be inside only.........